Monday 1 June 2015

Sunshine Before the Rain.



This evening, the normal start to my updates REALLY isn't happening for me, or should I admit this is my fourth 'start'?
So, a different course of action is needed. Had I just got down to it and updated my blog like good girls do, when I returned from Nepal at the end of March, I wouldn't now find I have such an explosion of events, and emotions to set into words. My brain is less like sawdust than it was four weeks ago, but I still find the enormity of events on and since 25th April hard to take.

So, I'll talk you through a picture show. That way, I hope there will be some kind of order to my spewing of facts and feelings.




This is the scene that welcomed Sarah, my midwife companion and I to Fulpingkot, Sindhupalchowk, where we spent a short time with the nurse-midwives employed by PHASE Nepal (http://phasenepal.org/). This village, at 1854m, is lower than neighbouring Hagam, where we intended to move on to afterwards, and has a completely different feel to it. I'm pleased to say there were fewer dogs around, and those we met were very friendly. There was an incredibly relaxed atmosphere here. It was such a joy to wake up to baby goats scrabbling up the tiny wooden stairs, and the chuck parading her chicks around the 'patio'.


The bus journey up the hill was uneventful, and we felt pretty used to it by now. We took a translator with us this time. Dipshikha was very useful. Her English was everything we needed to continue our training sessions, and her knowledge and thirst for learning was excellent. She is from a rural background north-west of Kathmandu, so she settled into life with the nurses very quickly (Her family home is damaged and they, too, are sleeping in tents).

This photo was taken on the way up to Fulpingkot. The view was stunning. It'll be somewhat different now. Sindhupalchowk was one of the worst hit areas, and I believe the house we spent our time in has since fallen. Let's hope the monsoon season will be gentle on Nepal this year. if it isn't, increased landslides and flooding will add to troubles.


 The girls were lucky enough to live just a stone's throw from this health post. When there are more than one family in a household, privacy goes out the window. Most UK residents would throw a fit at the door to a GP room being left open, let alone two consultations going on at the same time. But this level of care from the nurses is new to this community, and they are genuinely grateful for their healthcare. I'd say we could learn a lesson from them....in more ways than one. The nurses know all their patients, and practice holistically knowing the family/individual situations.




 We walked quite a distance, on a scorching day, to provide  antenatal care to this woman. If I remember right, it was her ninth pregnancy, she was 40 already, and previously had twins. She had never had skilled support for any of her births, and the nurses Indira and Bedika didn't doubt she would call them this time. It made me question who we are, to label this woman as a high risk grand multiparous aged mother, when the figures in my very own trust suggest at least two of those births should have resulted in C section? Should we encourage hospital when she is so fit and able? Look at her. She has more life in her than most of us will ever read about. BUT she is a mother and, as such, she is precious. She is also lucky. The nurses were prepared for her birth. Her baby was pretty much due when the earthquake struck.

These pics were taken on the highest point of the area, where a Buddhist monastery was four years in making. We had walked to a more remote health post to hold a clinic, and detoured for a spot of 'sightseeing'. The building work was taking so long because of the difficulty getting the materials up the 'hill'. Bad weather and landslides each year mean travel for many villagers is nigh on impossible.

We were treated to tea and biscuits. All the workers put down their tools and brushes, too. The love going into this place was evident. it will be a beautiful, heavenly place to worship when it's completed.

I wondered why, in such a poor and hungry community, so much time and effort would be channeled into one exquisite building, set far away, up a hill, for few to admire. Since the earthquake, I can better understand the need for these guys to nourish their faith.

What of this stunning building, and all their hard work? Can somebody answer, is it still standing?


Back at home, a meeting of community health workers was held to discuss International Water Day. The little pots, in the centre of this pic, are samples from all of Fulpingkot's 'taps'. The water runs close to the surface in this area, and therefore is easily contaminated. Every single sample (except one with filtered water!) indicated fecal contamination. Fulpingkot had not one water source safe to drink from. Filtering is essential, and the community health workers will take this message with them.


A quake of 7.8 is sizable enough to change the course of this water. The dust needs to settle, but maybe this water source will change for the better.





We were honoured to be guests at a wedding that hadn't quite happened. In this community, much celebrating and eating and dancing happens before the man brings his wife home to the family. We were treated to joyous dancing with drums on a scorching hot day. I was grateful of the chairs offered to us as special guests.
We stuck out like a sore thumb, and it wasn't long before they realized we'd not entered into the mood of the party.....yes, we had to dance Nepali style, feeling meters taller than anyone else, heads thumping with heat and dehydration, trying to smile and laugh at ourselves with as much gusto as they were laughing at us. That was almost as challenging as peeing in a spider infested privvy, but it was appreciated more by the locals. We'll be the talk of the party, for quite a time to come.

It was challenging to find any time for the training sessions we had planned. The nurses all have their own chores and down time, as well as their nursing work with PHASE. Having midwives join them for short bursts of time is a new experience. Mostly doctors visit for months at a time, and learning and understanding occurs in a more relaxed and natural style. Until we really buckled down to our sessions (Breech, neonatal resus, eclampsia, shoulder dystocia, postpartum haemorrhage as well as antenatal care and recognition of 'normal') the nurses were a little unsure of what was expected of them.







Because of the difficulty ensuring protected time in this setting, we are considering holding the same programme, but at a venue where we can gather as many nurse-midwives as can be spared, in the Sindhupalchowk area. We shall liaise with PHASE and the Midwifery Society of Nepal (http://www.midson.org/Home.html) to bring everyone together, and make it a social event as well as learning valuable midwifery skills.

It was also the reason, partly, for returning to Kathmandu rather than travelling on up to Hagam. A nurse had fallen sick there, and been returned to a Kathmandu hospital for treatment and rest. We felt, with their reduced staff, on top of any chance for training, our time would be better spent in Kathmandu, working on a greater plan.


As always, the girls were wonderful hosts. The cooking was fantastic, and I was thankful of a smaller breakfast of something other than dahl bhat. Every now and then we weedled our way into doing the tiniest bit of washing up. One could assume they didn't allow us the chore out of politeness towards their guests, but there could have also been a fear of our skills with regard to hygiene and precious water usage!

There was a problem with the local water source drying up, due to a leak higher up the hill, apparently. The girls had a water filter for drinking water safely. I have to admit, though, I was thirsty much of the time as the filter didn't quite meet the demands of this larger group of visitors.
It didn't become evident until later, either, that while we slept at dawn, water was being fetched from a more distant source. Even with a good translator, so much information is lost in conversation.
Electricity and a small amount of internet coverage were good, but there was the usual load sharing. We found the solar charger pack I brought from UK very useful.
With funds from UK, I was able to equip some PHASE nurses with solar charger packs and wind-up head torches. They don't work for ever in these dusty and harsh environments, but while they do, they'll be worth having.




We shared a feast on the last night, of chocolate, nuts and tiny cheese portions. Both Sarah and I really appreciated the girls making us welcome and sharing their very small space with two relatively larger women. Our household worked well together, not least Shushila, one of the nurses, and her bonny babu. The peace and scenery in Fulpingkot is simply breath taking. The whole place, and it's community is beautiful.





This water hole was a short cross country walk away from our home, and where our 'emergency' source came from. After such a (self imposed) meagre volume of water to wash in back at the house, both Sarah and I thought we'd died and gone to heaven as we plunged our heads under the cold flow to wash our hair.
         And the view was even more breath taking. What I wouldn't have done to have found that place earlier, deserted and quiet, to have washed fully and without reservation. No bathroom brochure in the world, with mod con or promise of luxury, will better that place for me. When I write my book 'The World's Most Amazing Places to Greet Your Lover', this will be one of the top ten.







There are many small schools dotted around the countryside, but kiddies still often have to walk miles each day. Some will use the one daily bus up and down the hill. Every effort is made to cram the last man, woman, child, chicken, sack and piece of metal into the rickety old bus, and amazingly everyone is good natured and amused by it.








So, back into Kathmandu, and to network and meet old faces. Oh, and pick up a kurta or three sewn by lovely ladies working near Patan Square.





During my very first trip to Nepal, I was shown an unfinished building in Tribuvan University Teaching Hospital that was to be a Birth Centre. I was only just realizing their idea of a birth centre was very different to mine. We chatted about this new concept, and what would have to happen for it to work. Eventually, after much continued and repetitive input from all, MIDSON and RCM volunteer midwives not least, we have a real Birth Centre. These ladies should be very proud of themselves.


There is so much I want to share with you regarding this wonderful centre, and how things are moving on for midwives in Nepal. The figures for the births that have taken place already, are amazing. These midwives are doing it! And I feel so happy for them.

I can go into more depth later.


It was also lovely to be part of the meeting of MIDSON educated members, to discuss their potential change of premises. Their plans to hold antenatal and women's health clinics are fantastic. Midwifery in Nepal needs to practice what it preaches, and that's incredibly difficult when a doctor is stood over your shoulder waiting to take all power and skill from you.
Here, MISDON hope to work with Paropakar Women's Hospital, just along the road, to provide good quality midwifery services. Being financially independent and therefore free from influence is challenging for a small organization like MIDSON. Much work needs to be carried out on the building, and it will only be given temporarily.

Stop press.....Oh yes, an earthquake happened.




We also managed to fit in a visit to Kirtipur Hospital. Again, during my first visit to Nepal, I was treated to discussions on how to kit out a building planned as a Birth Centre. The building, pictured here with an enchanting tree trunk in the middle of the room, hasn't changed in these years. The C Section rate is high and costly, and there aren't enough beds. Now the TUTH Birth Centre is doing so well, Kirtipur need to move on and open this building. Sarah and I will work on a feasibility study, inclusion criteria, and guidelines for the eager staff to use to convince management this has to happen.





Below, is the current maternity ward.



We also had time to meet up again with Samjhana, a friend I met a couple of years ago while trying to promote White Ribbon Alliance and its Respectful Maternity campaign (http://whiteribbonalliance.org/campaigns/respectful-maternity-care/). I think I mentioned Samjhana in an earlier blog. She does amazing work for women's rights and safety in Nepal. This time, we were able to see her work in action. I'm so proud of her.

This 'Pink Bus' is one of two rented for use on particular routes around kathmandu that have already been identified as risky for women. The aim was to have it driven by women FOR women, but there aren't enough women drivers...YET (Samjhana is sorting it ;-)) The buses are packed with women both morning and evening, and it is welcomed by the men. Most women in Kathmandu have been abused either verbally or physically at some point in time, while using public transport.
It was heart warming listening to the conversation, in Ratna Bus Park, with other bus drivers...all male. They were so supportive of this project, presumably because they've had enough of witnessing the amount of abuse that goes on (They could try giving any abusing male a hasty removal from their bus, eh? Most of the drivers are youngsters, and would need the support of other passengers to be able to carry this out). I made the executive decision to hand enough cash over to get the seats freshly covered on the bus pictured above, after it was agreed they would make a big difference.

Oh, dear lord. All eleven of the buses owned by the company, including the two Pink Buses, were destroyed in the earthquake, along with the owners whole community.




Our trip was incredibly happy and productive. We were so pleased with the amount of work MIDSON had done to move themselves further. The Global Midwifery Twinning Project and RCM had been a huge driving force for them, and many MIDSON members were fearful of what would happen now that the project had ended. I see a ball rolling with so much momentum, that it's not going to stop (even for an earthquake!!) and what I see happening SINCE the earthquake makes me SHOUT FOR JOY.




We took a day out of a very busy schedule to explore the nearest little 'hillock' of Shivapuri (2,700m). Goodness, we needed the space and the peace, just to slow our minds. 25 zillion steps upwards is a kind of walking meditation, though we were almost not walking by the end of them (and we certainly weren't floating). These steps are not significantly different to any of the others. They just kept coming...after every bend....









Finding these stones at the peak, quite obviously also meditating, made me chuckle. I suspect gravity and a bloody huge shake up means they are now sprawled in a horizontal and drunken fashion, waiting for some kind and patient soul to replace order. I also suspect their place in the list of priorities isn't very high.